I Could Say .......

I could say that I'll always be here for you

But that would be a lie and quite a pointless thing to do

I'll always have feelings for you

 But I've got a life ahead of me and I'm only 20

Since you've gone I've lost that chip on my shoulder

Since you've gone I feel like I've gotten older

Now you're gone it's as if the whole wide world is my stage 

Now you're gone it's like I've been let out of my cage

 You always made it clear that you hated my friends 

You made me feel so guilty when I was running round with them

 And everything was always about being cool 

And now I've come to realise there's nothing cool about you at all

             

Yesterday- Sunday, went out shopping with sam.

Hate the stupid thief, why wan stole my clothes ?~~!!!

Speechless la. Hurt my heart, wasted my money !

No choice, the thing i can do is go and buy new one again.

Well. shopping can patch back my heart, just heart pain after waste all the money to bought clothes .

First we went to The Garden,- beside mid valley, at "iora' bought a lot of skirt,- for working wear!

But alot skirt also no more my size. Just failed to buy.

The salesgirl so good, helped me called other branch to asked still got stocks anot.

Only can order back each of one my skirt stole by thief. But at Log10.

Swt~ need drive so far, and don noe what function there, so jam on the road..

Because the skirt, we need sacrifice our precious time. hehe, i drived le.. Mr Sam was so noisy at car.

We parking at Time Square and walked to Log 10. Unlucky, started rain.

After arrived Log10- ' iora' i get the skirt, but.....but... we purchased above rm 4xx before at The Garden, i get two small beg,

and only leave black color there, black color look so ugly, but i accept it. At Log10,the salesgirl willing change white color for me. But the beg i put at car. we two need walked back to Time Square, Coz the nice beg, i do le.

Walking with dribble!~ =.=''' we so pity

After took the back from car park, walked back Log 10 again. Finally, i changed to white color beg.

Funny? haha.

Walked Sungai Wang bought shoe. All the shoe attract infront of my eyes.

At the two shop, totally bought six pair of shoes between 5mins. kekez. >.<

After bought it, We no more time shopping again, almost late, and his sister call him buy dinner back home for her also.

We force back home early.wuwu. But spent alot money already. Not yet receive salaryand waste so much.

So bad gal! Whatever, less out for shopping lols.

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27-4-09

hehe, today style for working.

 Quite late went out LRT today. But no late also. Blek. =p

Morning until afternoon 2pm also damn free. Nothing do also. Boring there, chat with ppl at msn.

Suddenly, many document scan in, OMG. Started busy le.

Other colleague needed me for help. Actually my heart, quite scared,

because,...i scared i cant help them and make trouble for them.

hehe... but i pass le, i successful done the thing they needed. =]

Thought want back home early before 6,

haizz.. the china non stop scan the document to Mirco Office Outlook, i need manage it, after only can back.

After done tis, ady 7pm something le, promised friends dinner with them, but i cant rushed on time.

Fail eat together. Bought roti boy for dinner. And take Lrt back home.

After inside Lrt...haha.. i take wrong direction Lrt, really funny, lucky discover early.

After reached my living place. Eat kfc with friend. And play at jusco also. Today back home early. But late sleep tonite.!

<--- tomorrow early morning need complete it all le. Many urgent document. """

So nice sleep today.

from noon sleep until evening 7pm , 

may be this few day busy and concentrate at my job, cant sleep well..

 I dreamt alot...

but.. only memorably him in my dream.

 after woke up make me headache.

felt more tired and lazy woke up, thought want continue sleep until trm.

but scaring might nite will wake up and cant fall at sleep anymore,

so i woke up and go t take bath ....

After bath, with da jie , er jie , xiao di and me go out for dinner.

Today sleep to late, after dinner , no enough time to go jusco play. swt~

No place to go, stay at home and watched tv.

i cough look like more serious, then drived out bought medicine.

Bored at home, and felt hot.

watched the funny dvd movie.

Suddenly received a message from him,who the person i always missing.

he said " he nightmare, suddenly woke up, he's heart felt weird and heartbeat so fast,don knw y wil sms me. "

Just that and call me don reply, he want continue for sleep.

surprise or?don know what my feel also.

Just that~~~~

sweet dream too. )=

                                                       

          

   '''  在想着他 + 工作中'''                               昨天怎么啦.一整天都在想他. - oNn

但,还是专注在工作上.

昨天比较开始了解工作上的程序.

 我的senior只来半天帮忙我,接下来的,我都应付到.

突然,其他同事传回来要我做别的步骤. arg~~~

我又在伤脑了.最后都是没做.因为我手上还有其他工作.还有....manager 催促回家. T.T

只好搭lrt回啦.又jusco玩电动机.嘻嘻~

过后,去了一间不懂是马来,印度还是华人开的店吃. 呵呵~

水难喝,食物难吃,还好我是不饿的~~

回到家,发现我新裙子不见了,又被偷了~已第二条啦~~不知要给什么反应自己.傻在那.哭笑不得~

 

             

         一早就要处理它们了~~~                          *** 午餐 ***

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25-4-09

而今早呢..~~

七点逼迫起床去晨跑... 

我~我~我~

跑点点就没气了.好差噢.~

太阳都出了,就回,顺便买早餐.

走回家时,看见很多房出租.进了看一间.环境算不错,却没热水器.

回到家,看下电视节目就在沙发上睡觉了~

起来时,头很痛很痛. 却在想该做些什么好. 

想回公司,又觉得有点怪怪的,上楼打给senior问她关于工作上的问题.所以决定了,其他文件留星期一才做.

The Nervous Day!

以为今天也会迟到, 但也没, 还是早五分钟到.

去到座位都不懂要做些什么.~

今天我不能坐我的座位做.因为电脑有些东东还没安装.只好坐她座位处理.文件不多,可是我的头脑 已不能操作了.

傻傻坐着,但还是要处理,因为其他同事也需要我手上的文件交叉.同事也拿些文件要我处理,头脑生锈了.都不懂怎么办.

还好他们让步,没怎样..... 直到午餐时间, 我还是没跟她们去吃, 原因是, 我时常浪费食物,吃不完~ 而且,当认真时, 什么都不会去想,做好工作先.

她们出去那段时间, 突然记得要做什么,去行动咯. 因为我的senior会在一点回来帮忙 . 等了很久, 她人终于出现 .

我告诉她, 我什么也没做. 她问回我要给什么反应我. 我....无言啦~

最后还是她帮我处理所有的东西, 有她在, 心才不会紧张, 做起事来顺很多.

但是~~明天她还是在请假中, 她答应说会回来半天帮我. 可是~~~星期一呢? 她有考试,她不会回来了.. 呜呜 ~

时间过得很快,每次就要放工时间,中国就发送很多邮件来,我就得快快处理一部分的工作先,不然...真的来不及应付~

她交代了我做什么就回了,而我... 深圳, 广州, 上海,台昌. 就要从他们发送过来的邮件处理这四区的资料 .

做完她交代的.. 就试做下一步的步骤..本来十点可回家..

突然报告说要检查火警系统,一小时后才能好, 所以不能走, 因为我们是用卡通过系统进出的.

想再做下一步骤的,但,不是很确定,所以放弃 .

十一到了,系统都开回,所以我还有一两位同事就回了.这么晚,一个人搭LRT有点担心,而且我住那区,蛮不安全的.

想尝试走十分种路程时间回家的,可..是..有人在等我了. 他国载我回家.但...他弄生气我了,所以...不要理睬他,还有他......把我脚捏到淤青了..难看~~~~

回到家,有好吃的面,可是..没什么胃口,吃两口,就回房上网,还有~~~吃bitter favour chocolate. 它...骗人.不苦的,有点甜.

一天时间过得很快,我喜欢这样的充实繁忙的生活.

可惜..我脸皮肤不是很适合kl环境,生了很多豆豆!!! 哭了~~~ 我是爱哭鬼~~

The Third Day

Last nite 4am only sleep, 7am hav to wake up ady.

Though today will late arrived company, but no wor..hehe. Act early go there also nothing do, coz some colleague may come at 9am. Online again. And fill up water to my bottle.Toilet. And enjoy eating ' ROCKY chocolate stick' for breakfast la.

Until my senior reached, she teach me new thing again, i really cant memorize so much , only can record down. All make my brain surrounding and confusing... jz try memorize.memorize and memorize. She let me try, bt all also need her to helping me. arg~~~

Lunch time.. i din join with them, just eat 'MOCHACHIPS" at company. Sambil eating sambil calling ppl by company's phone. >.<>

'''' my lunch ' MOCHACHIPS' ''' yummy yummi ~ '''

I want back early today, cz quite tired and caught, bt sunddenly received document for China, so need stay back lolx. Today got ppl fetch me back home. But every day after work i don like back home first. I like go to play and after having my dinner only back. x0x0~

Blek =p .... first, we go buy sweet bun eat, then go to play game, walked then jusco shopping centre and see a set nice cloth and shoe then bought it!! bankruptcy lolx.
Emm... then go for dinner and chitchat with friends.n back home la.la.la.la.

Im worry-ing tomorrow... She not here, how can to handle all job. T.T

''' my name 'WMY' was hang up at my seat '''

Suffering day

Hmm...today, suffering day le, coz i nt comfortable.

Sumone wake me up early, outside raining, cold and lazy woke, and my body really very suffering. But force to woke and go for prepared all the staff.

Before go out,i try to drink a lot warm water, to saved my life. =.=''

After i reached LRT station, i really cant tahan , and stand there line up, lucky today, the third lrt pass through then can get on ady.

I quite early arrived my company.emm.... still early, just few fellow there only. My coolleague told me i can go for cook make tea or eat pastry at the area for meal.

hehe..just said thanks lols. Then call her teach me how to request sumthing, like stationeries,letter for leave, OT form... and sum question la.

Nothing do, log on my pc and online find sumone to chat. Until my senior manager cum, she past me document and let me do. Until the lunch time, they asked for me, and i also join them, But i just eat abit, leave alot dish there.. wasted.. arg!! hmm..join with them quite funny, they like to chitchat, funny chat also, bt chat many 'shi fei' la. But i also don noe who la.

After lunch , we walked back company, ntg do... Sit there, online. i sit there ady pass half hour more le. My senior din take anything for me do, i go to find her, finally, got job for do le. hmmmm.....quite easy , today , she also teach me new thing. But i easy forget all also. So sorry to her. I need learn all b4 thusday , coz , my senior she take leave on thusday until next monday for studying and sit for exam too. I scaring i cant handle it, I need take her handphne no by tml ady.

I enjoying my favour Rocky Stawberry Stick- for tea time

I take off from my finger for captur, I recalled back all the past. - cko

Until pm stg, i only back, coz wan claim OT and transport fees ma. hehe >.<Today back myself by lrt le, nobody fetch me, then eat with frz and go jj play again. may be i got stg wrong le, every day also want go jusco the game park there for play only back home. T.T

Have to sleep nw lolx.Wish all of you have a sweet nite. GooD DaY A HeaD! =]

Well...after bk ipoh, few day ady no update my blog le.hehe.

Before starting my work, i had busy my staff. bought formal cloth, finding beg, skirt, shoe... bt i fail to find all at shopping central, quite disappointed and tired. =[

lols.yesterday, is my first day attend my job. Early morning about 6:55am , i have to woke up le.

Before 8am ady waiting at LRT le, =( many people there laaaa. After pass the sixth LRT train oli can go inside the train. blek. =p

I have full confidence to find Racheal Yen-she in charge my personality's details only. Then she want me go down level 27- finacial department, i work at this department le. My head bring me to my place, and intro the team of colleague to me. felt strange le.

IT department cum to setup my pc, my phone. ..

Then ... my senior starting to teach me le. learn,try,do,and memorize it. easy do la. >.<>

my seat........ nice la?

After get on the car, we went to eat, went to play.But last 9 , i quite tired and nt comfortable, after bath, tried to learn sumbook and fall asslp b4 12a.m . haha

Yesterday was JieJie b'day. But she look like upset, may be her hubby no surprise for him. >.<

I only can greeting her in phone . And told her about the company was hire me ady. She just congr me by moody. aiks.

Nothing special leeeeee.

Let me recalling back what events was happen at yesterday sin.

I sleep until 11am. Then cook maggie eat lols.

hmm.. after eat..online, watched drama.

Sumone was back, he wanna me help him create a blog wor.

Cause he wan scolding somebody wor. =[

until night, we go out for dinner, after eat , we walking area the condo, then back home.

Nothing do again, i only can online and watching drama.

So, i create a new blog again le.

Actually i ady got few blog, bt........ all forget password . arg!!~~

Nothing special of yesterday, until 3am only close my eyes  go through my dream. =]

lol.its have been a long time since i wanted to create my own blog again. hehe.. so i guess i made it liao loh. >.<

Any where i moved to KL ady.

And i found a new job at Menara Maxis, as Account Assistant. That is large company BP ASIA PACIFIC (M) SDN BHD. 

Last Friday, They wanted me go the company for second interview. I got strong feel i ady pass 80% , still hav 20%, see they want hire me anot. Two women was interview with me. Ask me many questions. So fast, 10 min they finished asking. They will inform me if they wan hire me. haha. really don know happy or felt discompose. Sat i was cum bk ipoh for my birthday celebration from bro, jie jie , and those friends.

After next day of my birthday (13/4), i get a call from Katrina Tiong. She asked me interesting about the company, and she said is good news for me. In the moment, my heart and my brain was surrounding the special feeling. haha (= She told me many about the company for employee's of reward. I was confusing what she saying. )=  But she said they want me go vetting check up by tml, and meet my head.. 

By the way, feel im so lucky can found the nice company. cheer up...

The company wan me vetting check up at KLCC, it free. The next day morning(14/4), i was woke up early morning on 6am stg. Today i take LRT by myself. 7am stg ady go LRT station ady, many ppl ady line up for waiting LRT. All LRT is full of ppl. Nobody can go in. LRT pass sixth time ady.  Finally, got a empty ppl de LRT. lols. Sempit inside la. I was wearing the heel, and cant stand properly too. 

After reached KLCC i walked to the Medicine Centre. After enter the door, i fill up all form, n sitting there waiting for calling. Eye,Head,Mouth,Body,Breast,Urine,Suck my blood,totally whole body also need check by them la. Hungry.~~~

After checking, nurse told me report will send to my company after three day, so okie lols.

Go Menara Maxis meet my Head lol - Racheal Yen.

She jz asked me pass her photocopy certificate,IC,photo and said after the report come out, may be next mon or tue i can go to working ady. N meet again. 5 min i exit the company.

Boring leeee. Nothing do, Don want back home also.

I pick my handphone and call sumbody cum out for lunch, bt i hav to wait more 1 hour . KLCC walk till boring also.

No choice, go to cinema, buy a ticket and watch the stupid bored cartoon movie- Sunshine Barry & The Disco Worms

, cold-ing inside. 12pm cuming le. I wait him at KLCC building, He fetch me back setapak there for lunch. After eat, we jz chitchat there. Then he fetch me bk home la.

Tired.. fall asleep until a stupid cum back n noisy made me woke up, wanna kill him le. And asking me many question.Loathe!!~Woke up and wash cloth n take bath . Noisy guy. Don bother me when i sleeping!!!!!!